tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-306871362011-04-22T12:06:09.849+08:00stories and mostly real news from shafiq and his class/family/life that should probably be left untoldpsychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.comBlogger151100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1158593062072743362006-09-18T23:08:00.000+08:002006-09-18T23:24:22.666+08:00just went to my student email and found out i got some thing abt how well i did<br /><br /><br /><p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/320/acadroll.jpg" border="0" /><br />now where's my prize for doing so well?? where?? WHERE??<br /><br />also, here's the link to the video of my group in the talentine of JA chalet. pls rate and comment aight??? </p><p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WONUkk482os">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WONUkk482os</a></p><p>i still wonder how come i cant just show it here in my blog, even though i edited with html....<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115859306207274336?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1158246662152932432006-09-14T21:54:00.000+08:002006-09-14T23:11:05.543+08:00what can i say? had a great meeting with the JA (Jammerz Arena) members at aloha loyang chalet. i was darn late coz i didnt know what time i was supposed to be there. plus, i dont know my way well around pasir ris. but all that matters is that i was there for the fun, and also to prepare for the talentine.<br /><br />what was great about my team for the chalet was we had great guitarists. the second great thing was that we had leandra (of singapore idol fame) as the vocalist. as a singer-wannabe, for me, it was probably great to have a duet partner like her, but she is a singapore idol finalist while i am someone who did sing, but in sec sch events. how well can we duet?<br /><br />anyway, we came up with our own original songs, probably to showcase the guitarist' skills and me and leandra's lyrical virtuoso. then again, she's think of lyrics so damn fast. i had an hour and i only came up with 4 out of 8 lines for my verse. sheesh...<br /><br />i had to say, the talentine was great, and i didnt mean only my team, but all the team that performed. i guess my team's performance was good, but i was so damn nervous, we had to stop when i flung on the lyrics of "come together" by aerosmith. and somehow, my voices were sometimes good and sometimes bad when it come to our original song. our team didnt win, but it was a great effort at least and all the teams did so well.<br /><br />the girls went home on the second night while some of the guys stayed. we all didnt sleep the whole night. instead, we played blackjack, and it involved money... well... not really... we played it "flintstone" style... that is, we bet on pebbles that each "worth" $10. (but c'mon... it wasnt even really betting, but kinda shows how lucky we are... then we just hanged around, played guitar, etc. i helped BBQ in the morning to grill leftovers for breakfast (but i didnt even eat any :( ) and by 6, i felt overslept till 7.30.<br /><br />from then, i bathed and then prepare to leave with the guys. ate breakfast at McD's at pasir ris, took the train to jurong, sleep in it, got off the train, ate McD's again, went home and finally... sleep from 11am till 6pm.<br /><br />i'll upload the video of the performance sooner or later (i'm still thinking to upload or not). so i'll just inform y'all on the video... <br /><br />so long and goodnight....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115824666215293243?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1157381241080852462006-09-04T22:43:00.000+08:002006-09-04T22:54:41.950+08:00<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qntcD_uaQAs">click here</a><br /><br /><br />follow the link above and there's a vid of me and a fren playing muse's "the small print". initially used for me and another fren's portfolio for film, sound and video (fsv) and recorded around jan-feb, but because i didnt go for fsv interview.... well... forget about it... <p></p><p>well, enjoy it anyway and rate it!</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115738124108085246?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1156400455091777832006-08-24T13:55:00.000+08:002006-08-24T14:20:55.100+08:00the curtain draws a close...<br /><br />17/04/06 - 23/08/06<br /><br />these were the days i have a tremendous good time is school...<br /><br />right fromt the start to the end, you can say it's the best days of my life...<br /><br />but then, every beginning has an end...<br /><br />and we end it with a bang... a dinner at takashimaya's seoul garden...<br /><br />and now, 28 days later, i'm gonna be in a new class... in fact all of us...<br /><br />i hope the new class will be as good as w34c...<br /><br />but w34c will always be remembered<br /><br /><br /><br />W34C<br />17/04/06 - 23/08/06<br />R.I.P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115640045509177783?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1156006196992473552006-08-20T00:20:00.000+08:002006-08-20T00:58:41.596+08:00<div align="left">remember that old pessimistic friend of mine<br /><br />well, i feel like adding another word to that: selfish<br /><br />i realised the 3 way conversation we had (with another friend) was always about his crushes...<br /><br />(well, we always talk about girls.... anyway...)<br /><br />i talked about that crush (refer to last entry) with them...<br /><br />my dear pessimistic friend was shut all the way<br /><br />while my other friend was trying to tell me more abt her<br /><br />some time later, my dear pessimistic friend didnt know wat our conversation was about...<br />so i told him to read up<br />and he gave us a reply "lazy"<br /><br />me and other friend kinda felt he wasnt right<br /><br />we then told him we were talking about a girl, a SPECIFIC girl<br /><br />and he replied that the only girls he would talk abt is his 2 crushes<br /><br />yes, ONLY ABOUT HIS 2 CRUSHES...<br /><br />so i broke the ultimate qn (i was quite pissy actually)... "are you selfish?"<br /><br />see, the bad thing about talking about those 2 is that we cant talk about our own girl problems<br />and he just did that<br />like gee, we can only talk abt them if we talk about girls??<br /><br />what's worse is that of all the advices i gave to him, 5% was being used...<br />gee... u really think it's worth talking abt ur crush when u dont take initiative to go for the person and just keeps on talking about how the person looks/acts/did good/did bad/hurt your feelings/etc...<br /><br />dont you think it's a bit stupid? you've been giving your attention who feels hurt, scared, shy to talk to a crush, feels negative and other things not to be mentioned (like 17 + 1st crush = painful, emo person).. of course when you help a good friend, you expect him/her to do the same thing in a similar situation, but what do you feel if that person just does not take any interest in you situation? that is exactly how i feel...<br /><br />anyway, he's not hindering my thoughts (otherwise i'm gay).... my mind is still fixated on that new girl... *drools*</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115600619699247355?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1155783886092713762006-08-17T10:55:00.000+08:002006-08-17T11:04:46.106+08:00okay... i put a misleading title. i havent really met her. she really didnt know me, but she's my friend's friend's friend, and she's HOT...<br /><br />just happens that my friend from TP has a friend at RP (i'm not close to her anyway) has a friend (and her classmate) who is damn hot!! she's (i dunno what other words that i can describe but) so very pretty! somehow she has that model look =P. he kinda gave me her friendster profile and, well, nothing much can be seen.<br /><br />i dont really wanna give more details about her as it'll be too obvious, the usual "what if she sees it??" kinda thoughts. so i'll leave her as an anonymity, but i'll go on oogling her<br /><br />:P<br /><br />i'm also very happy today... in fact, too happy.... maybe it's abt her...<br /><br />:P :P :P :P :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115578388609271376?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1154704059982102752006-08-04T23:06:00.000+08:002006-08-04T23:07:39.990+08:00the link to the videos are here!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/fallenmuse101">http://www.youtube.com/user/fallenmuse101</a><br /><br />watch em and rate em!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115470405998210275?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1154529317877081682006-08-02T22:18:00.000+08:002006-08-02T22:35:17.926+08:00dont really wanna say the name...<br /><br />he's just too pessimistic anyway...<br /><br />there's a cute girl in his class...<br /><br />he has an opportunity to take...<br /><br />opportunity to know her well...<br /><br />opportunity to even get her in bed... I MEAN, BE TOGETHER!!<br /><br />then again, his confidence goes away...<br /><br />he becomes a pessimistic fool...<br /><br />dammit, he's a sissy...<br /><br />looks like i'm the only one with his secret...<br /><br />the only one who can help him...<br /><br />the only one who can try to get him in bed with her...<br /><br />I MEAN GET THEM TOGETHER!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115452931787708168?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1154268241512535892006-07-30T21:54:00.000+08:002006-07-30T22:04:01.513+08:00i feel guilty...<br /><br />paranoid...<br /><br />i'm thinking...<br /><br />will the class ever forget what happened?<br /><br />it's the first time such a thing happened in our class...<br /><br />worse still, i was the one who did it...<br /><br />oh man...<br /><br />i wished i can take it back...<br /><br />take back my actions...<br /><br />take back my words...<br /><br />my words on a girl...<br /><br />i actually shouted at not just a girl, but a good friend of mine...<br /><br />and another friend would actually not mind getting a fight with me...<br /><br /><br />you know, to be the first person to actually shout in class and throw tantrums is not an achievement to be proud of. instead, it just distract my thoughts.<br /><br />will the class forgive me for what i did??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115426824151253589?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1154188886951893272006-07-29T23:17:00.000+08:002006-07-30T21:48:39.843+08:00<strong>Monday, July 24th, 2006</strong><br /><br />what a great day to start with!<br />i'm cute!!<br />that was what leandra said!<br />ouh... i met her at the jammerz arena auditions.<br />and she was with her boyfriend who was also audition for jammerz arena.<br />i'm not really starstruck...<br />but i like her comments<br />"you looked cute when u wore the bass guitar"...<br /><br />=D<br /><br /><strong>Friday, July 28th, 2006</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />what a day to end a week with...<br />the end of lesson... well, supposedly...<br />okay... why is this asshole still asking questions?<br />a question posted for my group...<br />"wait asshole, what's the point of asking? class is over!"<br />asshole then comes to my group's table<br />i'm doing my damn quiz! "what the hell are you doing here???"<br />that asshole was still insistent on me answering the question.<br />so i sent him to erhan...<br />ouh... he was busy with geok min's question<br />wow... that asshole seems so desperate...<br />"whoopie!" finished my quiz...<br />denise wanted help, so i tried to get to her...<br />but that asshole still didnt care...<br />gee... fine... let's settle with him...<br />so i looked at his question...<br />like "what the hell??"<br />and rohani asked me for help too...<br />i truly felt helping was a better choice. that asshole is known to ask stupid questions...<br />so erhan did came...<br />went through that stupid question.<br />and when the asshole unveiled the answer....<br /><br />WOW!<br />HE GAVE THE LOOK...<br />THE KIND OF COCKY LOOK...<br />A SMILE SO INFECTIOUS, HE FELT LIKE HE HAD WON THE WAR...<br />in short, he's finally 'right' and i'm finally 'wrong'...<br /><br />and from that point, i got irritated...<br />did i say non-vulgaric vulgarities to him?<br /><br />as i was saying, i was so damn pissed...<br />and denise was still asking for help...<br />so i pushed my chair backwards... only to hit her bag...<br />but bev thought i hit hers<br />and she said i was overreacting...<br />but since i did not hit hers, i said back she was the one who overreacted<br />at this point i think she shouted... so i shouted back...<br />and from pissed mood, i self-destruct...<br />and whatever i grabbed on i try to throw it.<br />turns out to be a chair...<br />and it was thrown in her direction.<br />dong xing shouted at me.<br />believe me, i actually didnt understood what he said<br />i think me and bev shouted at each other again...<br />and another chair 'flew'<br />this time, ben intervene... "eh, you want to fight izit? fight ah?<br />and i replied, "this has nothing to do with you"<br />ben said, "......." (i kinda forgot)<br /><br />i went ahead to pack my bag...<br />and just put in my laptop without turning it off...<br />and walked off...<br />down the stairs...<br />down the slope...<br />towards the bus stop...<br />and i never turned back...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115418888695189327?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1153970900009862042006-07-27T11:27:00.000+08:002006-07-27T11:28:20.010+08:00there was just a bug in my rice...<br /><br />no big fuss but damn, it's gross...<br /><br />now i'm traumatised...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115397090000986204?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1153663753412915182006-07-23T22:05:00.000+08:002006-07-23T22:09:13.413+08:00it has been weeks now...<br /><br />i realised i was dumb...<br /><br />i realised i should have gone on to talk to her...<br /><br />meet up with her...<br /><br />call her...<br /><br />or something...<br /><br />but then thoughts of "oh, stop it!" comes in...<br /><br />so you can say my brain says no but my heart says yes...<br /><br />but it's up to my mind to decide...<br /><br />to get back or not to get back...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115366375341291518?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1152969315355466152006-07-15T21:05:00.000+08:002006-07-15T21:15:15.356+08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/1600/Image(202).jpg"><span style="color:#000000;">NOTE: they are not what you think they are! they are just good actors =P</span> </a><br /><br /><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/320/Image%28202%29.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/1600/Image(201).jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/320/Image%28201%29.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/1600/Image(203).jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2811/3296/320/Image%28203%29.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115296931535546615?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1152287896292904752006-07-07T23:29:00.000+08:002006-07-15T21:05:06.716+08:00how rare is it to find a caucasian woman around singapore. ok sure, there is orchard road, but none hotter than what i saw in the train... at jurong west just now.<br /><br />me and my friends were on our way back home and we were at the train station. as the arrival time goes 1 minute and counting, there came a caucasian chick. no... a downright gorgeous causacian chick! it was my friend who brought me to her attention. yeah, she did have great figure. initally, i couldnt see her face as she was looking at the opposite direction, but when the train came, i couldnt stop taking glances at her. the shape of her face seems to be very barbie-like, kinda small in fact. then her eyes. it had some avril lavigne-look (most likely the eyeliner she wore). her hair, for me, is long nice curly brunette colour, considering the fact that i like short haired girls (at shoulderlength)<br /><br />in the train, i did steal more glances. i mean, ever so rarely have i seen a woman that pretty. i mean, caucasian girls are so universally liked by other people. this is unlike us singaporeans where our crush/boyfriend/girlfriend/love interest/secret admirer is from our own race. my friends were joking at me about her giving her number, her in fhm (what can we do? we are guys after all!) and lots of crap. it was when i left the train where i tried to look at her again (she's still in the train) but found it a bit too obvious. as the train went off, i took off too, thinking (and calculating the probability) of seeing such girls. *oogles*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115228789629290475?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30687136.post-1152115951785953542006-07-06T00:11:00.000+08:002006-07-06T00:13:49.280+08:00how underdeveloped this blog is! looks like i'll still have to relocate myself from msn spaces to here...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30687136-115211595178595354?l=psychephobia.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>psychephobic fiqhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17985122163006011989noreply@blogger.com0